First Post! What will I say?

 So, yeah. I just randomly decided to do this because I am literally full of thoughts and I really do be pondering. I used to have a blog when I was 11, and it was pretty much about being 11 and also about American Girl. Wow that was ten years ago, look where we are now. I probs won't talk about American Girl (at least right now) but I def will talk about being 20 and turning 21 this year. Crazy times Leo is in. 

A little factoid about me is that I felt like I could have an advice or musings column in the newspaper. I think I say things people care about, or would find amusing or helpful in a way. Or maybe they'd find it stupid, I'm not sure. But in another life I was definitely like a Dear Abby type of girl, or like Peggy Hill from King of the Hill with her musings column. 

I'm not sure where to take this but I feel like blogs are kind of just one of those things you just do. Writing doesn't always have a direction, and I also don't like to be put into a box. And I also just don't make sense sometimes, like right now. 

This year I want to actually show people who I am and what I'm capable of. I think of myself a talented individual with a lot of potential, but I don't really portray it that much. Like yes I'm an artist, but I don't show what I do, and I do so much! I'm capable of doing so much, and I also really like to share my opinions! And I get told I'm mysterious way too often, and I fear that may come off as boring! I'd hate for people to think I'm boring, that's worse than being thought of as annoying I feel like. 

anyway thats all for now, more later or something. 

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