I'm Always Learning

The past few weeks have been a little crazy for me. Like guys, what is going on fr.

I take a really long time to process my feelings about anything. And these past three weeks I feel like I've been in a daze, but I think it's because I've been neglecting how I feel for the sake of being in the moment. But now that those moments are over and I'm reflecting on them I'm realizing so much. I've loved, I've lost, but most importantly I learned!!!

I know all of this still doesn't make sense but bear with me I swear I'm making a point here. 

I don't have many regrets in this life because I really do look at every situation as a learning opportunity, even if it doesn't end in my best interest. I think I learned some of my best lessons when I unfortunately went through a hellish situation. 

Anyway, I'm not super good at transitioning my thoughts sometimes but here are some lessons I learned from September:

- Sometimes the right moment is quite literally right now. 

- Go out and dance. Literally you need to go and dance. 

- Other people's feelings are not your responsibility and not your burden to carry. This month a lot of people have put their feelings on me, and I ended up taking responsibility for them. I did not have to do that because how people feel really doesn't have much if anything to do with me. But as a virgo moon, my first action is to try and fix. How can I fix this? It's not my duty to fix it. Gotta just let things be. 

- Sleep is super important. I fixed my sleep schedule and man !! Going to bed before 12 am and waking up naturally at 6-7 is actually one of the best things one could do for themselves. Who would've thought.

- Never ignore your gut. It may be easy to just ignore your gut feeling for the sake of enjoying something right now but it will blow up in your face sooner or later. 

- It's okay to not have the answer right now. Like I said I take a really long time to process my feelings and last month I was having conversations I wasn't emotionally ready for, for the sake of just having them or because I thought I knew what I wanted at the time. I don't wish to change the past but I know things would be a lot different right now had I just waited and thought about my words first. 

- Speak up and take up space. Voice discomfort and boundaries. 

It's been a while since my last blog post but I haven't forgotten about it. I've just been trying to narrow down my drafts and figure out what I wanted to say and how I wanted to say it. But yeah, September was crazy. 

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